Sue’s Rock Page!!

aku punya satu prinsip..iaitu kebenaran tetap akan menang akhirnya..walaupon b4 that kita mang kena fitnah kaw kaw nyer..sampai kita rasa kita dh takleh buktikan kebenaran tu..one day benda tu akan terserlah juga..lambat atau cpt jer…makin besar dugaan yg datang kt kita bermakna makin besarla ganjaran yg kita akan dpt apabila dugaan itu pergi..pemahaman dan kepercayaan aku yg satu inila yg buat aku lebih berani berhadapan dgn masalah dan cuba menyelesaikan masalah tersebut walau pon semua org dh cop kt dahi aku bahawasanya aku yg bersalah…kalo tak dh lama aku rasa nak bunuh org atau plg tak pon bunuh diri aku sendiri..(mati dlm keadaan sesat la aku)..benda dh terbukti kt sepan mata aku smalam…org yg fitnah aku dan bespren aku terkantoi plan jahat derg dpn bos derg sendiri..(director hr lak tuh) padan muka derg…nak kata ati aku puas…blm lagi kot…aku nk org tu melutut minta maap kt dpn aku kalo leh..(nmpk sgt aku pendendam kan)iyerla benda tu setel dgn bespren aku jer…abis part aku ni yg dia sebar satu resort, sampai makpak bespren aku pon pandang aku slack jer..tu yg aku nak dia byr maruah aku yg dah tercalar kt mata org…but then aku pk blk apa guna aku nk wat cam tu ada hati jahat kat derg? sbb aku dh nampak derg yg ada niat jahat n menang pada mula jatuh terduduk apabila pekong dah terbuka..bak kata org bangakai ikan paus tak leh tutup pakai mangkuk..aku pon percaya kita diakhir zaman ni Allah bayar cash pd sesiapa yg jadi Dajal tak rasmi, tanpa cengkeram dan tanpa penjamin..biarla kejahatan derg Allah nilaikan…Allah Maha Pengasih dan Maha Mengasihani … Allah takkn menguji hamba nya sehingga terasa tiada jln keluar dan tidak dibri petunjuk…sesungguhnya segala yg berlaku ada hikmahnya.

BONDS OF LOVE

Why are you so sad
Why is it so bad
When someone leaves you behind

Won’t you ever know
Don’t you realize
It’s just a part of life

When you fall in love
With someone sometime
You smile with the broken heart

Only falling in love with Allah
The bonds of love survive

No Mountain too high when there’s a will
No river too wide believe there’s a way
Come to Allah you’ll never fail
The truth so close it shall prevail

Allah…. we belong to you
And everything we do
We do it all for you
Allah… always by our side
Guiding us to the light
Everything shines bright
No matter day or night

aku dh kira baik ati nak tlg seko beruk kt hr buat keje…tp sesedap perencah megi dia ckp apa aku n kwn aku bt smalam byk salah..kepala otak dia berjambul!!aku sumpah dia mandul 7 keturunan! inila jdnya kalo dah bodoh sombong takleh diajar…dia yg try buat keje tu from start back kt itu salah..ini salah..pastu malu sendiri sbb sendiri yg salah..ha..kena ko dgn staff sendiri…padan muka…Tuhan Maha Kaya…sekarang main bayar cash tanpa cengkeram dan tanpa penjamin..argh malas aku nak memenuhkan blog aku ni dgn kisah haram dia…jom kita layan lagu….

PapaRoach

Last Resort

Cut my life into pieces
I’ve reached my last resort,
suffocation, no breathing
Don’t give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding

would it be wrong. would it be rigth
If i took my life tonight, chances are that i might
Mutilation out of sight and i’m contemplating suicide

Cause i’m losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody Would tell me i’m fine

I’m never realize I was spring too thin
Till it was too late and i was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do i begin
Searching to find a love upon a higer level
Finding nothing but question and devils

Cause i’m losing my sight, losing my mind
wish somebody Would tell me i’m fine
Nothings all right, nothings is fine
I’m running and i’m crying

I can’t go on living this way.

Cut my life into pieces
I’ve reached my last resort,
suffocation, no breathing
Don’t give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding
would it be wrong. would it be rigth
If i took my life tonight, chances are that i might
Mutilation out of sight and i’m contemplating suicide

Cause i’m losing my sight, losing my mind
wish somebody Would tell me i’m fine
Nothings all right, nothings is fine
I’m running and i’m crying

I can’t go on living this way.

aku jahat sgt ker? aku ker punca semua benda ni? dr berkawan jadi lawan..kawan yg ada dh patah hati nk lari ke tmpt lain…apa punca semua ni? bila aku pk aku jd confuse…totally lost dlm nk mengingatkan jalan cerita yg lps….aku tak rasa aku bersalah 50% pon…apa yg aku buat semua org tahu…caner lak leh tunding jari kt aku…dlm masa yg sama seorg tu lak nak menyindir pihak lagi satu aku jadi mangsa tmpt melepas kemarahan dan lastly aku gak yg kena…mang btl org tua2 kata jgn jaga tepi kain org…tapi masalah nya org tu yg minta aku selak kain dia pon…pastu aku lak kena salah balik…BABI betul bila aku kenang kan perangai BERUK hujung tanjung tuh!! dalam berkawan aku nak kwn aku sumer hepi…tapi bila aku dh sakit hati aku nak kawan aku tu cpt mati..takla dia dpt torture aku nye mental…aku geram tapi aku tak tau nak lepas geram kat sapa skrg…yg pastinya it’s all over antara aku dan sesapa yg sakitkan ati aku…if i forgive doesn’t mean that i forget…i’m not that perfect person…

Crawling In The Dark - Hoobastank

verse 1:

i will dedicate and sacrifice my everything for just a seconds worth of how my story’s ending. and i wish i could know if the directions that i take and all the choices that i make won’t end up all for nothing.

chorus:

show me what it’s for. make me understand it. i’ve been crawling in the dark looking for the answer. is there something more than what i’ve been handed? i’ve been crawling in the dark looking for the answer.

verse 2:

help me carry on. assure me it’s ok to use my heart and not my eyes to navigate the darkness. will the ending be ever coming suddenly? will i ever get to see the ending to my story?

repeat chorus

bridge:

so when and how will i know?………………
how much further do i have to go? how much longer until i finally know? because i’m looking and i just can’t see what’s in front of me, in front of me!

repeat chorus

buat gaji…buat gaji…buat gaji….buhhhhsaaaannn gilerrr!!!!! leceh! ntah aku pon tak tau aku nak buat apa dlm idup ni…kerja opis 9-5 ingatkan best tapi buhhhsannn nak mamposss lagi ada….tambah lak kat pulau….kena pulau aku dgn geng lain…teringin nak rasa dok dan keje kat kl…tapi bila dgr eli kata susah nak byr tu nak bayar ni naik lemah semangat aku…aku kat sini mkn 3 kali sehari free…bilik dok sorang lengkap perabot dan api air free…gaji kuar ujung bulan mang khas utk aku blanja n bg makpak jer…tapi idup aku rasa aku dah sepuluh tahun mati laki dan setahun lagi nak pencen…buhsaaaaaannnnnn…. nyer!!!

what a day today…been sound by my manager coz i’m always singing and whistling in the office…or other reason is my colleagues thought that my boss is double standard on them for not warned me on my dicipline in office..the main question been asked by them to my boss ’she can do it why can’t we?’…lastly i’m the who kena kaunseling…hehehe…but then still my mistakes also for not considering the situation and place..i put a joke without i realized it effect my boss creadibilty in front of his staff….i try to take it easy and take it as a very good lesson for me for always be carefull on everything around me…Trust and believe everything and anything in this world, except your eyes….

Tommy Page - A Shoulder To Cry On

15th Nov 2005 was our Hotel’s staff party. I dressed up 70’s and sang I Will Survive for the Inter department performance. And guess what?! we’ve had won second prize!! I was so xcited coz it was my idea and we only practised the song and the steps about 2 hours before the party begun. So tiring but fun…as a new staff (not confirm yet) i was so lucky to get a special lucky draw (last picked lucky draw!!) amounting RM 250.00 also…heheehe  what a wonderful nite for me…

what’s done is done and now i’m back to rountine work..calculate people’s salary…sometime so bored but then still it is my work to do..

I Will Survive

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you’re back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you’d be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
’cause you’re not welcome anymore
weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I’d crumble
you think I’d lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my love to give
and I’ll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I’m not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I’m saving all my loving
for someone who’s loving me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
’cause you’re not welcome anymore
weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I’d crumble
you think I’d lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my love to give
and I’ll survive
I will survive